Everquesto

Sorry for no LJ cuts, but im LAZYYYY and this took me way too long already

2009-08-01T01:49:44Z

/sigh

I'm currently in Boca but I've got an assload of homework. Here's a list for your personal enjoyment.

1) 8 Sociology quizzes that are BIASED as fuck about how men are the root of all evil (which we are)
2) Major revision of short story #1
3) Major revision of sci fi story
4) Flash fiction
5) Buncha-Bullashitta

I'm thinking my run on everquest is coming to an end. Here are pix of Alex and I's characters for the nostalgia factor.

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I've been arguing with my parents a lot and its super stressful. I cant wait to just relax and have some time off. Come August 7th I get to enjoy what little summer there is left.

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I still need to see, like, every movie out. Except harry pothead. I refuse to see the flix out of sequence (especially when i haven't read them).

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I don't know what to write; here's some irreverent humor:

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Oh yeah. The reason I posted this shit in the first place was to recruit you guys. I propose we start a guild in the new up and coming MMORPG, "Aion, Tower of Eternity"

The game looks pwnage. I, just this weekend, set up the Chinese client for Alex and I to play. Its really easy to get started. There is a lengthy download, but if you do it overnight you wont even notice (though the suspense will most likely haunt your dreams - like it did mine). You can pay by the hour on the Chinese servers - and its CHEAP. I'm talking like, 5 bucks for 30 hours. This is all tentative anyway, as I hope to eventually play the US version of the game, but if you want to get a taste of it before investing 50 buckarooneys , I suggest you GET OFF YER ASS AND PLAY C-AION WITH US. We've got until September 22nd to master the game before the north American launch. Not master, but you know what im sayin. Oh yeah, did i mention your first 5 hours are free with the chinese client? OH YEA BHABY.

Anyway, heres a SS of my dude for any of you naysayers.

Cmon, sexy right?

Pretty much, im giving you no choice. You're going to play Aion. Accept it.

Heres the guide, but if you don't feel like the long read, just ask me:

http://www.themondrated.com/showthread.php?t=4110

Oh yeah, and if my screen shot didnt loosen your bowels in anticipation already, check out this video. Its like 20 minutes long but it explains the game pretty damn nicely.

http://g4tv.com/videos/37487/GDC-09-...y-Walkthrough/

I have only played this game for about a total of 10 minutes as of now, so I know relatively NOTHING about it. I have high hopes though.
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O ya, here is a pic of my cwazy kitty, cause i kno u care so much.

he likes sinks, lawl

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2008-12-03T08:09:17Z

I've gotta get up early and go to my espanol teachers office at 7 am tomorrow but I dont want to go to sleep. I'm wired from the coffee.

I beat fallout 3 earlier today and I'm sad to send it back to video game heaven (gamefly) but im afraid theres too many vid games that are just calling my name. Theres probably 20+ more hours worth of shit to do, but theres no purpose to better your character once youve already completed the main storyline. Ugh and theres DLC coming and shit and i hate to let it go but alas. and im guessing only rick will understand what I mean.

Prince of persia will be my next undertaking. hopefully gamefly doesnt decide to wait a week before sending it.

School sucks ass, ive managed to JUST scrape by like I always do. It's a shame that it's always so stressful cause it really doesnt have to be. But attending EVERY class is just too laborious.

I want to become a videogame developer so bad. It's all i really think about nowadays. Well not ALL i think about, but career wise, its my dream job. I mean, I cant think of something more fulfilling for myself personally. And I almost feel like its possible. If i try REALLY hard. BUt thats the hard part. It just seems like that particular industry is thriving right now, despite how shitty the economy is doing. For instance, Nintendo has raked in like a 115 million dollar profit in 2008, on Wii sales alone - and they are expected to hit 220 million profit before the years over. Umm, world of warcraft lich king had 24 something million sales in 24 hours. Sorry for getting number crazy but thats a fuck nut ton. off the top of my head the max payne move made somewhere around 18 million bucks in ticket sales in its first week in theaters and THAT was considered a success. Movie stars are famous - they are the richest people - why arent video game stars?

I guess its the caffine talking cause that didnt make a whole lot of sense. Anywho - its a recession proof business and I want in. plain and simple.

BOO YA

johnnyquesto @ 2008-06-13T19:22:00

2008-06-13T23:22:47Z

I feel sharp pangs of regret when i see pictures of the many friends i used to see/party with frequently, who i now RARELY speak to.

wAAAAAAAAAAAAAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :(

whats up with me

2008-06-03T10:54:19Z

I've got to get my teeth drilled in aprox. 3 hours and I REALLY DONT WANT TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm wearing my retainer for the third night in a row, for the first time in maybe 4 years. It's raping the shit out of my teeth.

I've got 90 pages left of the memory keepers daughter - god damn i read so slow.

I play age of conan and I fug shit UPPPPPPPPPPP and i enjoy it very much.

mario kart wii = at least one star on each grand prix. (compliments to alex).

I have short hair and it looks liek total shit because a george lopez clone cut my hair.

all spanish people think george lopez is funny.
hes fuckin gay.

i gotta return hot rod and alien to block buster.

BYE

my thoughts

2008-05-07T07:33:44Z

It's been what feels like centuries since I've written in this.

Life is so much different for me these days. When I think back to one year ago, hell - even several months, things we're so different. However, despite the changes, I'm at an all-time high point in my life. Well, that is to say in some aspects. My family is good, my grades are good, my health is good, and well.. I'm happy.

Everyones off at different schools. I'm doin my own thing for once. Everythings changing so rapidly in my eyes. Just hope that somethings don't change. I havn't changed. Thats alll I'm trying to say, I guess.

johnnyquesto @ 2008-01-25T03:52:00

2008-01-25T09:10:24Z

this may be extremely offensive, HOWEVER... i must share the hilariosity of this completely RANDOM instant message I got.

Lynch N1gggers: I stored the turds in the refrigerator when I was not using them but within a week they were all gone. The last one I held in my mouth without chewing, letting it slowly dissolve. I had liquid shit trickling down my throat for nearly four hours. I must have had six orgasms in the process.
Lynch N1gggers: I often think of that lovely young guy dropping solid gold out of his sweet, pink asshole every day, never knowing what joy it could, and at least once did, bring to a grateful shiteater.
Lynch N1gggers: who are you
FoobaJooba: HAHAHAHA
FoobaJooba: wtf!
FoobaJooba: who are you man
Lynch N1gggers: ?
FoobaJooba: omg
FoobaJooba: did you write that shit
FoobaJooba: about the shit eater
Lynch N1gggers: yeah
Lynch N1gggers: hot ain't it?
FoobaJooba: awesome
Lynch N1gggers: no
FoobaJooba: beautiful
Lynch N1gggers: and i'm not clicking that link
Lynch N1gggers: wanna terdlink?
FoobaJooba: what are you talkin about man
FoobaJooba: you sent me a link
Lynch N1gggers: terdlink is where we press our bare asses together and poo into each other's buttholes
FoobaJooba: yes
FoobaJooba: that sounds like good fun
Lynch N1gggers: I want to fill you with my dick
FoobaJooba: why is that
Lynch N1gggers: i don't like trolls
FoobaJooba: me either
Lynch N1gggers: gtfo
FoobaJooba: no you gtfo
FoobaJooba: aree you a bot?
Lynch N1gggers: most decidedly not.
Lynch N1gggers: So bring a condom over ;-) k thx

johnnyquesto @ 2008-01-25T03:36:00

2008-01-25T08:37:01Z

My little fathead brother was never any good at sharing. This one time, mommy bought us six smelly markers. You know, the ones that smell fruity when ya color things in. She gave us the pack and told us to share. Since I’m oldest and smartest, I got first dibs. Purple, orange, and black, my favorites. Nick, the dumb dorkwad, got green, yellow, and red; girly colors if ya ask me. They didn’t even smell good either. The little dweeb wanted the purple one from me but I told him, “no way butthead!” He wanted it sooo bad he was gonna go and tell on me to mommy. Whatta cry baby! I gave him all my markers, cept the purple one, just so he’d shut up. But no, the little brat wouldn’t can it. He tried givin’ me all five of his stupid smelly markers, just for the lousy purple one. He bugged me so dang much I toldem, “even if ya had twenty hundred smelly markers, I wouldn’t give ya the stinkin’ purple one. It’s mine. All mine!” I went in my room to get away from the dumb idiot. I sat on the floor with my purple marker and started drawin’ some grapes. All a sudden, bam! I got whacked in the head by a ping pong paddle! I didn’t even know we had a stinkin’ ping pong paddle! I was expectin’ it to hurt real bad, but it didn’t. The ping pong paddle fell on my drawing and smudged the grapes with ketchup. I thought, “why’d that little twerp chuck a ketchup covered ping pong paddle at my head!?” It didn’t hurt though, I just had a real cold feeling above my eyebrow. I got up and ran for Nick’s room. I was gonna pound em’ real good. Only, on the way to his butt kickin’, I passed by a mirror and caught my reflection. The ketchup from the paddle was pourin’ down my face like a waterfall. “Weird,” I thought. As I reached up to wipe the goop outta’ my eyes I felt a sharp sting on my forehead. “Oh my god, oh my god,” I screamed. Nick, that little butt savage, walked outta’ his room and saw me there, covered in ketchup. He figured out my head was busted faster then I did cause his face turned white as a ghost. I started cryin’ real bad. Can ya blame me? My head was stinkin’ busted open! You would’a done the same thing. Nick sure did. He was cryin’ harder then I was, and I was the one who’s brains were about fall out onto the floor. Nick ran away like the scaredy cat he was and told mommy. I stopped crying, but Nick couldn’t get a hold of himself. He was bawlin’ so bad it started givin’ me a headache worse then the ping pong paddle! Mommy whispered in my ear and put a cold towel on my head. I was a little scared so I played with her hair until it made me feel better. I saw Nick in his stupid little room on his stupid little knees with his stupid little hands crossed together and his eyes closed. I heard em’ say, “please god, let Michael be okay, I promise I’ll never lie, cheat, steal, or throw anything at Michael ever again.” I laughed at his useless plea. I thought, “god ain’t gonna save you from the whippin’ that your gonna get when my head’s fixed up. Nick kept on though, “God, please, I’ll do anything. Please don’t let Michael die. I’ll give em’ all the smelly markers in the world. I’ll knock on his door from now on. I’ll let him have the remote whenever he wants it. I swear I’ll never fight with him again, just please please God, don’t take him away.” My brother felt pretty bad I guess. After my head stopped bleedin’, the cut looked pretty dang cool. I kept wantin’ to show Nick, but he wouldn’t even look at me. I told em’ to cheer up cause I wasn’t mad. I even gave em’ the lousy, purple, smelly marker, but he wouldn’t take it. He just kept on lookin’ away from me. We were supposed to see “Ace Ventura, Pet Detective” that day, but instead we went to the hospital. Nick looked at the floor the whole way and didn’t even say a word. He felt pretty bad I guess.

johnnyquesto @ 2008-01-04T02:51:00

2008-01-04T08:08:01Z

I'm a pretty pissed that friends feel the need to make retarded comments every time I enter the room with Alex. It's awkward, uncomfortable, and totally uncalled for. And frankly I'm surprised.

I'm saddened because I feel the need to censor my own live journal; even on friends only.

Eh

Lifes good.

This semester is going to be DIFFERENT.

Productivity is my main goal.

johnnyquesto @ 2007-11-14T23:01:00

2007-11-15T04:16:44Z

I guess I really can't complain about life given the absolutely amazing time I've been having every week as well as the inclusion of Super Mario Galaxy to my already immaculate gaming arsenal.

Orlando has been coming along nicely and the recent developments in my life have provided the gust of fresh air that i've needed for so long.

I can safely say that the time and distance that has come between many of my friendships hasnt made even the slightest dent in the rock hard bonds that we share.

While everything has been working out so well, I can't help but to still feel funky every now and then and the days where its seemingly impossible to rise from bed have yet to cease.

My relationship with my parents is better then its been in a while and I can't wait to get back to boca and stay in my HOUSE and play with my cats and hell, even go swimming in my fucking pool.

If only I could express the same sentiments towards my academic acheivements.... unfortunately that branch of my life has not quite grown into what I had hoped it would be. Its easy to forget that I came to orlando to go to school, and not to simply LIVE in an dimly lit apartment with frequent visits to hard knocks.

I have a strong desire to do well, but the studying is unbearable. Speaking of which, I NEED TO STUDY ahgggggghhhhhhhh.

Anyway, this is an extremely positive post and one for the record books. Yipee.

I've decided that upon the aquisition of the ABSOLUTE FINAL star in super mario galaxy, I will try to reclaim the life that weed, apathy, and laziness has robbed from me.

I'm going to:

Work out (regularly)
Eat better (inclusion of vitamins and other necessities)
Go to bed and wake up early (8 hrs of sleep)
Study, go to class, and be successful. (Straight A's)

theres are my goals.

if there was ever a time in my life where i needed to prove something to myself its been now. I need to prove that I have the discipline necessary to take control of my life because for as long as I can remember i've been a slave to my own self.

FIN.

johnnyquesto @ 2007-10-30T21:55:00

2007-10-31T03:52:03Z

I'm back into cigarettes unfortunately. I guess today will make it official because even though I want to stop I picked up a pack.

I don't mind though, its not like i ever really stopped at all.

Meeting Alex this weekend was AWESSSSSSSSOMMMMMMMMMMMMEEEEE. Infinitely times better then I had hoped for.

I had a dream where we were in class together, odd I know, but I guess it was a combination of the two things I just cant seem to get off my mind.

I can't really say for sure how i feel about everything, but just the spark of something new, despite its brevity, has really got my blood rushing.

Book report due a week from today.

Progress on book = 0 %.

I feel like im back in AP english on this one, only this time.... no sparknotes.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Today was interesting. I couldn't get out of bed. When I did finally manage to roll out of bed I felt all burnt out and the LAST thing i wanted to do was go to class. I contemplated skipping, but i figured it would be quick and painless and I should just get it over with. It was indeed quick and painless when i arrived to find out the shit was canceled.

ok this lj has been interupted by the ending of tila tequila so i guess i will just post later kbye

a movie script ending

2007-10-29T02:49:54Z

say what you will, but this is just great.

i hope someone else got the same enjoyment out of this video that I did.

this weekend was a fuckin blast. every weekend things just are getting better. i don't feel depressed at ALL anymore, and i'm just starting to feel a sense of belonging.

i've never been able to fall asleep when i would share a bed or rest next to someone and the truth in the matter is that id rather be awake holding that person instead of sleeping.

johnnyquesto @ 2007-10-18T17:16:00

2007-10-18T21:25:35Z

im in the UCF library.

this is the loudest library i've ever been in. aparantly the 1st floor is the social floor.

Heathens.

Theres so many girls on campus. as averse to relationships as i am, i could not help but realize today that I need some form of romance in my life.

I've found myself falling head over heels in love with girls i simply pass by in the halls.

It's just been building and building and the angst fills my diaphram to its brim and I just need some release.

I just dont know how to do it.

Woe is me!

i believe in the coast, your smiles the most genuine thing i've ever seen and now I believe

2007-10-04T08:24:57Z

Its hard to write in here without sounding corny, pathetic or like I'm trying too hard.

Oh well, I guess I'll take the easy route and brilliantly demonstrate all three lovely qualities.

I've fallen back in love with a certain girls smile. You wouldn't know her, only I know her. Well, knew her. Too bad my existence most likely hasn't graced her mind since our last words.

I can pinpoint the very first time I have ever TRULY liked a girl. I mean, I had numerous crushes in middle school; but middle school, what a fucking joke. Like the dark ages, not too many positive thoughts can be recalled from this era, aside from everquest of course. But I never felt a wrench enter my gears; so tactfully placed that my eating, sleeping, and thinking processes failed, until 9th grade. I can't remember too many people from my world history class but the very moment I layed eyes on that one, snails had to have crawled in my stomach. I chose the seat next to her involuntarily. Like a fly i was helplessly drawn to her beaming eyes. When she looked at me the snails in my stomach curled up into little baby cocoons. And when she smiled they erupted into magnificent butterflies.

I wasn't physically attracted to her.

I had never felt such passion beyond the sexual urges that my teenage body was learning to get used to. It was weird. It was her smile.

Never in my years have i seen such a charming smile. I was instantaneously hers.

Man.

Sometimes i feel like everything I am and everything i stand for stems from my loneliness.

I mean, i know thats not entirely true, but cmon. Whenever I'm pensive, creative, even ambitious ....

bah i don't even want to go into it.

johnnyquesto @ 2007-09-26T23:47:00

2007-09-27T03:53:39Z

This one goes out to Kux, Cam, Heather, and cute is what we aim for

johnnyquesto @ 2007-07-31T06:28:00

2007-07-31T11:18:00Z

It amazes me how much time i pass doing absolutely nothing.

Maybe I'm actually doing a lot and it just feels like nothing?

My eyes are strained and my head is heavy.

I've been doing a lot of thinking. Thinking always leads to my desire to write a livejournal with hopes that I'll write something dazzling and insightful. I guess I try to pride myself on intellect. Perhaps in a sense to overcompensate for my other various insecurities.

Essentially this entry is already paradoxical in nature. I'm using colorful language to establish the idea that I write in order to seem intelligent; in a feeble attempt to requite my dissatisfied self-image. Am I being a hypocrite for meticulously choosing my diction and repeatedly trying to dig into your mind? Haha. The answer is yes. I am! I'm technically trying to sound smart, while telling you I try to sound smart to cover up my self doubt.

BUT NICK, WHY WOULD I DO SUCH A THING?

Boredom?

Schizophrenia?

Idk. Does this make me a tool?

I just like to write. Writing is fun. It's like putting together a puzzle. Theres a million different words you can use to express a thought, but the fun part is picking out the best ones. You pick through all the pieces until you find the ones that fit together, showing u the nice picture on the box.

I can't stop thinking about how much of an idiot i was in my late high school years. It destroys me. Haha. My life has been so stagnant for the past year. I have this constant fear that its going to remain that way. Simply because its all i know. I want to run away from a lot of my memories, but i feel like i'll be running forever. I so am anxious to feel content. one day i know i will.

johnnyquesto @ 2007-07-29T05:16:00

2007-07-29T09:17:33Z

arghhhhhhhhhh

johnnyquesto @ 2007-07-25T21:46:00

2007-07-26T01:49:21Z

whoever said chrono trigger was in the same league/better then FF7 was fuckin WRONG.

oh

and lindsey lohan needs to be punched in the fuckin face.

johnnyquesto @ 2007-07-24T14:30:00

2007-07-24T18:32:44Z

wow.

facebook brings out the worst in people HAHAHA.

it has got to be the fakest thing in existance.

sorry for the cynicism.. but its truly laughable.

thats my 2 copper

johnnyquesto @ 2007-07-16T10:21:00

2007-07-16T14:30:06Z

Hahah MTV's made is probably one of the best shows out there.

I question how real it is, because MTV doesnt exactly have a good track record with legitimacy.

but the people that they have on the show always have such amazing personalities. It makes me feel so.... NORMAL.

its so inspiring i love it

i'd KILL to be MADE.

it gets me thinking..

the people are usually outcasts that dont have many friends or get picked on at school.

Even though i had a great high school experience, i definitely can identify with that feeling of being a reject.

it makes me sick to think about how evil teenagers are.

johnnyquesto @ 2007-07-15T18:04:00

2007-07-15T22:09:16Z

anybody who tells you money cant buy happiness must not fucking have any.

wow

2007-07-12T08:59:38Z

I was just reading back on some journals that i wrote when i was up in Tallahassee.

First and foremost, i cherish the moments i spent in Tallahassee now that its gone. I can't express the regret i feel for leaving and spending the 2nd semester at home. I feel awful for giving anyone the impression that i didn't enjoy being there with them and i feel guilty for not taking more advantage of the great opportunity i had.

it's hard to explain. I just had a total different mindset at the time. My mindset has been AWFUL for the past few months.

I'm happy to say that I now have a MUCH more positive mindset and I am able to look back and realize the mistakes i was making and the things i need to do to fix them.

secondly, id like to thank everyone who gave me words of encouragement when i was feeling in the dumps. Some of the comments you guys have left me truly fill me with homogenized, unfiltered, unadulterated, purest of pure joy. It helps me realize how lucky i am, and how little there is in my life that i can feel unhappy about.

my gratitude is off the charts

johnnyquesto @ 2007-07-10T05:17:00

2007-07-10T09:24:49Z

I am elated.

Today was the first day I've had in SUCHHHH a long time that was action packed. Well, not really action packed.. but i did shit today and was productive and it felt great.

The gym was awesome. NoXplode was awesome. Smash Brothers was awesome. Basketball was awesome. Party was awesome.

I ate healthy.

I remained sober.

I took a test that i studied hard for and did well.

I had some good conversations.

I saw some good friends I havn't seen in a while.

I wrote my essay for history class.

I feel motivated and empowered. I feel confident.

I do not feel depressed.

I want to continue working out

and remain sober

I want to be athletic again

Sorry if the gay format i chose for this entry is annoying, but i am pooped and I feel good for once and i want to remember this day.

EVERYONE

2007-06-29T01:13:49Z

THE SECRET WORKS THE SECRET WORKS THE SECRET WORKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its amazing. i've been enlightened. my life has changed for the better. It is an exponential curve aiming way up towards greatnesss.

I woke up today, remembered the secret, thought positively, felt good, felt great, i asked the universe, "universe would you be ever so kind as to raise my astronomy grade?" Upon coming home, there was an e-mail from my professor saying, "Sorry Nicholas, I forgot to grade one of your tests, your new grade has been posted."

i now have a B + INSTEAD OF A D-.

Coincidence?

no

THE UNIVERSE.

and i got 2 checks in the mail and a bag of weed!

johnnyquesto @ 2007-06-21T18:15:00

2007-06-21T22:27:15Z

Man, I am sucking so bad right now.

I'm totally disconnected with everyone and everything.

My computer is broken! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I don't know if anyone knows the severity of this situation. If you've ever known me on a cyber level, then you motha fuckin' know I LIVE on my computer. I eat, drink, swim, play, sleep on my computer. It's got me so depressed that I havn't been able to wake up before 5pm the last few days. just because i don't feel as alive without my computer.

haha that last part is jk, BUT i really havn't been able to wake up before 5 though.

Heres a list of all my flaws/problems right now.

1) Skip class way too much. (HOWEVER, i did write my paper and study for a text last weekend.. BOTH of which were successfull endaveurs.)
2) Can't fall asleep at night. I stay up till the sun comes up almost every night. I'm always tired.. but i just cant fall asleep when i try. My thoughts race and I toss and turn.
3) Can't wake up in the morning. I wake up in the morning at a normal hour almost every day.. HOWEVER, i can never bring myself to get my fatt ass out of the bed. I continually fall back asleep for the rest of the entire day. I don't like to get out of bed because my dissapproving father's eyes shoot radiactive lazer beams into my heart, filling me with guilt and anxiety.
4) Bad at keeping in touch. I SUCK AT KEEPING IN TOUCH.
5) Lack of productivity. Given all of this free time i should be reading books, working out, and making money. Unfortunately my days are spent smoking, getting krunk, sleeping, and playing nintendo. While on paper, this may seem FANTASTIC. like, omg nick what are u complaining about u get to sleep, smoke, krunk, nintendo, ALL U WANT AND NOT HAVE TO DO ANYTHING!!? WHAT U COMPLAINING ABOUT? MAN!!!??

well i am complaining! U NIGGER! I can't break these habits! I need a willpower adrenaline shot.

I maintain my composure however, because i know myself, and I KNOW that my cognitive capabilities are not lacking in any shape or form whatsoever. If I was born with the drive that lets say, mia schandel has, then i would be finding the cure for cancer god damnit.

I know everything i need to do to fix these problems, and i have less then 2 months now to execute.

Short term goal: Fix given problems by august.

Long term goal: Pwn ur mom.

GOOD LUCK!

johnnyquesto @ 2007-06-16T19:43:00

2007-06-16T23:43:28Z

GOD!

FUCK!

SHIT!

I wonder what's going to happen tonight. Will I stay home and be a good young studious chaulkey studabaker.

Or will i be a rebelious roger klotz and tear up the town like i always do.

Find out.. IN my next entry.

Oh golly, i can't wait. As for now.. I'm writing in this because i have nothing else to do.

aside from writing a paper and studying for a test.

but that's besides the point.

Lately, I've become a firm believer that music can bring joys into life that no one or nothing else can. It depends though. Some music is nice to just shake your ass to, while other stuff really makes me sit back and think, "wow, this musician has things on LOCK".

Hmm, how can i put it in better terms.

Have you ever listened to a song and got the goosebumps? Many times right? Well, whatever it may be, that combination of shredding guitars, melodic vocals, strong lyrics. Or whatever you prefer really, maybe the blarring of a trumpet while you skank away at the highschool battle of the bands, or that crazy polyphonic synth beat that you hear in your really indie friend's car. That feeling of.. awe is just a magnificent one. It's really cool to think about.. its like, you get goosebumps because the music is instilled into you through soundwaves that penetrate the tiniest cooridors of your brain, which i believe HAS to release SOME juice, which in turn raises the hair follicoles on your body.

AH its just so uber.

I get it everytime when im fucked up and i listen to Boston - Hitch a Ride.

I'm just like HOW DO U MAKE SONGS SO GOOD!?

I hope to one day, possess a skill that enables me to mass produce this JUICE in my friends and families brains. Maybe the whole world if theyre lucky. Then perhaps I could slice open everyones head and bottle this said JUICE and sell it on the black market.

I will coin goosebump juice - BUG JUICE

after my favorite disney reality series.